My Ideal Friday Night !!

Finally the long, beautiful week has come to an end. Guess what people???Yeah It's Friday or as most people here like referring to it "Furahi day". This is infact the most awaited day of the week and indeed like the name suggests it is full of so much Furaha. The difference though is that we all have our own unique ways of marking this day and getting the most out of it, not only this single day but the entire weekend. We can't all be the same, and the definition of fun may vary from one person to the other. If you don't find somethings interesting but you still do them anyway just because your friends and all the people around you are doing them or because it's the trend right now and you simply don't want to be left out   then you may be on the wrong path. Why hurt yourself just to please other people, why try so much to fit in and in the end you loose yourself in the process , while you can just be yourself and experience life to the fullest happy and fulfilled. Well if that is you don't you worry because it's never too late to change and start all over again. For sometime, I think then I was suffering from an identity crisis and in an effort to find out the real me, I tried so many things, went through very many places, passed through different experiences, did anything and everything without questioning them but still nothing was as fulfilling as I thought they would be. They say that everything in life is a learning process and indeed I learnt mine and I still am. It may have costed me, it may have slowed me from getting to my destiny, people who had great hopes and believed in me may not want to associate with me right now and above all the child I was back then if brought back to life may be disappointed in the adult I became but this is life and things happen. If it was part of my story already written by our maker, the best I could have done was only play the role as scripted. No regrets, just learnt lessons and good ones that I can share with you if interested. One thing I realize now is that it wasn't an identity crisis but an "eye dentity" crisis. How couldn't I have noticed that God is all I ever needed??? Atleast now I know and for Him I live and his purpose for me is what keeps me going unlike back then when it was all about people's acceptance. I can tell you from experience that if you live for others acceptance then you may die from their rejection. Why not try finding christ and make him the Centre of your life???? If your friends don't like you because of being you then those are not genuine friends. They may start referring to you as an outcast but I prefer that to being cast out from the kingdom of the almighty God which promises us much better things. I am only humane and that makes us imperfect, so I don't discriminate my friends judging on who they are, what they do or where they come from. Am not sure yet but I hope that nothing changes amongst my friends, both current and those that we've been through all this together. Once in a while catching up with you guys is inevitable. My Ideal Friday night out though would be this, lighting up a campfire by the tent at a cool, quiet site that is far away from everything and in the middle of nowhere, am not sure there's such a place but am sure there are nice camp sites around. I can already see myself staring into the dark sky admiring the stars and the moon, all this with that special someone to talk the night away with some great music playing in the background. Sometimes it's not always about sex, the best type of intimacy is where you just lay back, laugh together at the stupidest things, hold each other, and enjoy each others company. You can already guess that she ain't around yet and thus writing is my next best friend. Indoor movies would do great to, at times even a "kesha"  would come into the picture. Partying, happening, turning up are just not my cup of tea. YOLO, Our generation says. I can't dispute that fact but if we live right once is enough. This is Me being Me.